Assuming you're with me so far, let me switch gears. Even if you don't do any of the above, how about the things you think about that happened long ago? You know, when your mind goes to:
- Aunt Julia's way of always raising her eyebrows when your mother said you were doing well at school, and then talking about your cousin, who was in a special genius class for highly gifted children
- Your father's absolute and total lack of interest in you and your siblings after he and your mother divorced
- Your sister's continual mocking of those extra pounds you always have carried around
- Your spouse's frequent public derision of your specific interests or hobbies
- Your colleague's undermining of your proposals or achievements
- Not to mention much more difficult past issues such as abuse of any kind
So - if you are able to see the damage the kind of person I described in the first paragraph does to him/herself when they keep going over and over something you said in the past - and which in theory has been resolved, then you should also be able to see how you damage yourself by allowing your thoughts to go back again and again to things that happened to you in the past - no matter how terrible.
When clients tell me about their past and how they are unable to let it go, the one thread that runs through each and every one of these conversations is that it is their thoughts that come unbidden, and that they are unable to eliminate. It is also their belief that they are unable to do anything about said thoughts. And finally, it is their belief that by continuing to think about what happened, they are acknowledging the importance of the facts, because by not thinking about them, they would - in some fashion - be saying it was OK to let the matter go because it was not important.
Please understand this post is not about measuring the importance of what happened to you. All of us had things happen to us that were difficult, painful, and even very terrible. There is no question about that. Furthermore, this is not a contest. What may have been terrible for me, might be lightweight for you, and vice versa.
Please understand this post is not about measuring the importance of what happened to you. All of us had things happen to us that were difficult, painful, and even very terrible. There is no question about that. Furthermore, this is not a contest. What may have been terrible for me, might be lightweight for you, and vice versa.
All matters that are still on your emotional, psychological, or spiritual table in the sense we are discussing here, hold you back. They are unfinished business that keeps you from moving forward the same way you could, if the matter had already been laid to rest. And here comes the 64 million dollar question: how can you lay it to rest?
The answer is surprisingly simple:
- have the intention that you want to lay it to rest
- understand that it is your thoughts that keep the matter/s alive
- recognize that in order to do something about your thoughts you need to be aware of them - if not at all times (especially at the beginning), then at least much more than you currently are
- in order for that to happen, you need to begin some practice that makes you more aware of yourself (see this short piece on mindful walking)
- you will also need to begin to acquire the intention to forgive (see this post and the articles listed in it at the end)
Understand that this is a process. You don't lose 20 pounds in an intensive weekend detox retreat, and you won't reshape your neural pathways regarding your thoughts in that amount of time either. But you will notice the first changes very quickly. So do it. Even if only because you would like to explore the world of loving yourself. That is where this leads you.
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